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yoyokimono
19 September 2012 @ 12:33 am

Your responses indicate that you have a normal desire to share yourself with others. However,
this need is not being adequately fulfilled at present.

As a result, you unconsciously attempt to treat this emptiness with momentary interests and
temporary passions. If left unaddressed, this imbalance leads to impulsive behavior and unnecessary risks.

Past betrayals have left you generally suspicious of others’ behavior, particularly regarding romantic
relationships. You fear you may be exploited if you open yourself too fully. Consequently, you often
seek some proof of a new friend’s or lover’s sincerity before you decide to trust them.

Further complicating your relationships is the anxiety you have about your unfulfilled personal and
professional goals. You fear that you’ve made decisions that weren’t in your own best interest, or
failed to take advantage of opportunities when they presented themselves.

The desire to overcome these challenges sometimes lead you to seem pushy or even arrogant.
Because this competitive urge is not always apparent to others, they are often surprised by it.

However, the passion that underlies your desire for success is unique. This makes you unlike others.
You cannot simply accept what life has to offer; you aspire for more.

 
 
yoyokimono
18 September 2012 @ 01:55 am
Sometimes, we need to walk straight ahead and not be afriad of the future.  We've only have one life to live, so why not choose to live it NOW.  It's a little too late, when the moment comes, and you say to yourself, if only I've did that or this.  If only... So why not just live it now and waste not another moment to pass you by and sit and wonder about the possible outcomes.  There's no other outcomes but the one that you're living.
 
 
yoyokimono
04 March 2012 @ 01:33 am

According to Popolo 2011.06 - Your perfect Arashi husband and Myojo 2003.03 - Compatibility Test!, my results were both Ohno!

E Type – Ohno Satoshi
A lovely relationship of mutual love
If the thoughtful you were to marry someone like Ohno-kun, it seems your husband would show you a lot of help and care. In the time spent relaxing together, you would become a couple of close mutual-understanding.

D: Ohno Satoshi      Negotiation is not necessary! Let’s have a straightforward relationship
The one you chose is me. I will love and love and love~ (laugh). I mean, I’ll devote myself. I like to please people, so I want to prepare a present that would amaze you. If you’d want me to, I’d draw your portrait. I’d deliberately take about a month to draw it. During that time, I’d keep it a secret from you. And then when I finish I’d surprise you with it. I really want to see your happy, surprised face~ ♪ hehe. And I’ll give you lots of different poses! Eh, is that necessary!? There isn’t anything I particularly ask of you, only that I don’t want you to lie. If you use lies, really, what’s the point? Wouldn’t the trust in the relationship disappear? I don’t lie. Or rather, I can’t lie. I also don’t like bargaining with love… With the person who chose me, let’s have a straightforward relationship without negotiation.


credited to username_hannah for translating.

http://username-hannah.livejournal.com/13851.html#cutid1

http://username-hannah.livejournal.com/16892.html?view=1058300#t1058300
 
 
yoyokimono
24 February 2012 @ 12:04 am


Long Love Letter
A story about regret and second chance.
We live our life taking everything for granted.  This story takes the viewer into a far distance alternate future, where humans have pretty much ruin the chance of survival for two teachers and their students.  They're been transfer to a less than desired space and have to learn to survive. 

I cried tears and had my heart wrenched out because it was so moving.  I learned and thought wow us humans suck and we'll keep sucking if we don't learn to change how we are today because it's going to affect tomorrow. 
 
 
yoyokimono
09 February 2012 @ 09:46 pm

I started out getting to know Arashi though the MV Wish because of Hana Yori Dango.  I remembered my first impression was "Wow they look weird."  But I gradually, I don't really remember how, opened up to this group.  Of all the guys, Nino looked the most normal and cute, so I took an interest.  And he's been my ichiban since.  But I think I've come far since 2006 when I first officially knew of them.

Over the years, I loved and adored Nino.  There's so much respect for him as an artist and an actor.  I didn't realize what he meant when he would only call himself an 'idol'.  I thought he was more than that and he should be recognized for more than that.  But I think after 6+ years of knowing him, I understand now.  His respect for other actors is beyond matured and this is what got me.  He understands and doesn't brags for more, other may call that an underachiever and lazy.  I call that 'Nino'.  My admiration for him has also matured.  I thought Nino could do no wrong.  He's bratty, fun, talented, where can he go wrong?  But I realize that I can also be mad at him, glaring at him for not wanting to achieve more, appear in more movies, or take part in more dramas.  And because I can be mad at him, I value what I think of him more.  I'm not blindly loving him like a crazy fangirl, I'm loving and admiring him for being human.

Ohno, the one that secretly and slowly, but surely found a place in my heart.  Subconsciously, I think Ohno may mean more to me than Nino.  Why? Because he is without jealously, greed, hatred, or ill meaning toward others.  He don't have to be first or up front.  Like the members may have said Ohno have started his own model of Leadership.  This man that did not make much of a 1st impression on me has surely left a lasting footprint in my heart.  He's ordinary but because he is so that he is extraordinary.  The simple things he do are illuminated because he do them in the way only Ohno can do.  I don't think you can find another quite like him, surely this wasn't the path he had in mind but because fate have to have its way, Arashi got Ohno, the other four got their Ridaa, and we got Ohno.  And thank goodness for him.

Sho, our newscaster and scarey cat.  I can only say that I respect him and admire him.  He and Ohno, the Yama pair, are the glue to holding Arashi together.  Ohno, with his kindness, and Sho, with his understanding, makes Arashi feel welcomed and loved.  This man with his manners and Sakurap show great respect for his fellow members.  He constantly reminds everyone that they are FIVE and not a number less.  To me, Sho is considerate and down-to-earth.  He's an idol but he's not afraid to show that he is also human with fears and strengths.  He constantly amazes not only his members but others around him, for wanting to achieve more in a well respected manner that is both inspirational and honorable.  And I thank him for being someone with such grace.

Aiba, oh Aiba.  I smile when I think of him because he's our miracle boy.  He's the Aiba who fell ill and was hospitalized, twice.  He's the Aiba who wrote a teary heartfelt letter to Arashi.  He's the Aiba, the one who genuinely smile and live life as if each day is the last.  His view toward the world is so naive and pure that it's hard not to laugh or judge him.  But when it comes down to it, I wish we were all more like him.  Life is hard, but I can't help but think he is really happy, each and every day.  And the fact that he cries from the bottom of his heart makes me smile more.  Aiba is the friend that each member turn to because he is without judgement or criticism.  I didn't think much back then, but Aiba, you surely are without a doubt more than worthy.

Matsujun, I've come to call him this over the years.  I admit I didn't like him, thought he was too full of himself and that everyone were afraid of him and his DoS.  But this distaste for him have gradually taken a complete 360 degree turn.  I understand him now, his work ethnic, his steady focus, and his respect for others.  He is more than a pretty face, matured beyond his years.  Out all the members, he sincerely thinks and plans for the future of Arashi with the best of intentions.  This man, who I find lacking sometimes, has by far surprised me as an individual, as Matsumoto Jun.  I think it's personally true that when it comes to Jun, you can't judge a book by its covers.  I like the fact that I have slowly come to appreciate him because it isn't love without a few obstacles.

So to Arashi, I sincerely thanked you for being a source of happiness.  Thank you.  From now and forever more, thank you.  I have only love, love for you.
 
 
 
yoyokimono
29 January 2012 @ 06:17 pm
I wonder if I can get a kick at a good life?  Just a simple happy life.  Just one where I can be genuinely looking forward to every day when I wake up.  I wonder if it's hard to be as true as Ohno and as happy as he is.  Serene and happy and carry no illness toward anyone.  That's to me is a genuinely good person.  I wonder if Ohno knows he's a good person?  I wonder kind of parents are Ohno's to raise such a good son.  They must be proud, they must be good people.
 
 
yoyokimono
19 January 2012 @ 11:46 pm
The fact that I missed Nino from his appearance in Hollywood for Gantz in January of 2011 is UNFORGIVABLE!  Life took a toll on me and I took a break from Arashi fandom.  But now I'm catching up to what has always been heaven => ARASHI.  Gomen ne Nino and Arashi.

I seriously don't know to function in livejournal...so much has changed!
 
 
yoyokimono
17 June 2008 @ 02:28 am
after 3 hours of downloading and cutting and fixing ohno's CM melody.... i realize my cellphone does not support mp3.... ahhh just my luck.....

HAPPY BDAY TO NINO

i will see u when i see u (hopefully)
 
 
yoyokimono
 
Behold... My Future
  I will marry Nino.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in new york in our fabulous Shack.  
  We will have 4 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a yellow honda.
  I will spend my days as a wife, and live happily ever after.  
 
whats your future
 
 
 
yoyokimono
18 July 2007 @ 01:43 am
OMG OMG I NEED TO RANT AND I NEED TO RANT BAD... ANYONE SEEN PRINCE WHO TURNS FROG? THE TAIWANESE DRAMA.... OMG OMG

I HAVENT SEEN ANY CHINESE RELATED DRAMA SINCE HANA KIMI.. AND TATS WAT GOT ME BACK INTO GIVING CDRAMA A CHANCE... AND I'M SO GLAD... OMG OMG PRINCE WHO TURNS FROG IS BASICALLY WAT PEOPLE SAID IT WOULD BE... WONDERFUL, AWSOME, SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN GOOD...

MING DAO DEFINITELY TOPS MY PRINCE OF ALL PRINCE AS OF RITE NOW... HE'S PERFECT FOR THE ROLE... AND CHEN QIAO EN MAKES THE COUPLE EVEN BETTER...

THEY HAVE IT ALL... AND TO THINK I SWITCH FROM VIET TO ENG SUB TO VIET AND THE WHOLE DRAMA IN TWO FREAKIN DAYS (DESPITE ME HAVING A JAP TEST, WHICH I HOPEFULLY DID OKIE...)... I COULDNT STOP WATCHING...!!!

I JUST REALLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE DRAMA BECUZ IT IS FREAKING MAKING ME WISH FOR A BOYFRIEND AND I WANT HIM NOW!!! I WANT HIM TO BE AS EVERY BIT AS COLD-SWEET-SMART-PRINCE TAT HE CAN BE... HAHA TATS WAT WE GIRLS DREAM DONT WE?

I DONT CARE I'M NOT TAT PRETTY, SMALL, SMART... OOO BUT HELL I WANT ONE... I THINK EVERY GIRL SHOULD GET THEIR PRINCE CHARMING, NE... LOLZ WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I'LL BE WILLING TO KISS A FROG IF HE TURNS INTO A PRINCE... EWWW... BUT TATS HOW GOOD THE DRAMA WAS... IT GOT ME THINKING ABOUT WANTING MY VERY OWN PRINCE TO RESCUE ME....

A GOOD DRAMA DOES TAT TO YOU... IT LEAVES A SMILE ON UR FACE...